Creation’s Groans

Our children pray every day for Haiti–numerous times a day. They are giving money from their Christmas and birthday stash to help with the relief effort. They ask me all the time how the recovery is going, how long it will take, who is taking care of the children without their mommies and daddies, etc. They have a heart of compassion for hurting and needy people.

I read this morning about the Chilean earthquake and the catastrophe there, and I prayed for them. I ached for the suffering and listened to creation’s groaning for it all to be “made right”.

Puzzle Pieces Revisited

Life for our family right now feels like we are desperately trying to keep our heads above water. I tread and tread and tread until I am exhausted and feel like I’ve gotten nowhere. I don’t know how to even explain it… what it is like to walk halfway up the stairs and then sit for 20 minutes crying because I can’t make my legs move any more. Then I preach the words of Eleanor Roosevelt to myself and I “do the thing I think I cannot do.” And I move forward to put away that random toy or toss the stray pair of pants in the laundry. Recovery is exhausting work. Poor Brian works all day and all night, and dear Asher prays every day for Mommy to get her strength back… We are all still feeling it. We will for a while.

Sages

“Here’s the difference between the pragmatists and the Puritans: pragmatists do not have the patience to sink the roots of hospitality and brotherly kindness and authentic love in the deep rock of Romans 6-8. We want to jump straight from justification to the practical application of chapter 12. Just give us a list. Tell us what to do. Fix the problem at the immediate surface level, so it goes away. But the Puritans were different. They looked at the book of Romans and saw that life is built another way. Being a sage, being a Redwood, being unshakable in storm and useful in times of indescribable suffering – that does not come quickly or easily. Romans is not two chapters long. It is 16 chapters long. It does not skip from chapter 5 to 12. It leads us down deep into the roots of godliness, so that when we come up, we are not people with lists, but people with unshakable life and strength and holiness and wisdom and love.” (John Piper, on Romans 6, September 24, 2000)

Wednesday Worship: Our Hope Endures

It’s not about optimism.

It’s not about laughter being the best medicine.

It’s not about thinking positive.

It’s about El Shaddai.

Our God is sufficient.

It’s about Emmanual.

Our God is with us.

THAT is how our hope endures no matter what tomorrow brings, no matter what the past has held, no matter what occurs today.

He is our hope.

And He never changes.

Song: Our Hope Endures
Artist: Natalie Grant
Album: Relentless

You would think only so much can go wrong
Calamity only strikes once
And you assume that this one has suffered her share
Life will be kinder from here

A Rather Tedious Update but with Pictures of Hands

My weekend has consisted of 15 hour sleeps. Yes. 15 hours. And I still wake up exhausted.

The good thing is I am starting to feel like I’m coming out of the extreme fatigue and moving into just plain ol’ fatigue. I am up and around more and getting more things done around the house, but I rest after every accomplishment. My parents are still here so Mom can help me out… they will leave on Wednesday.